Tomorrow We Should Find Out...

If I ovulated! And I am soooo nervous. I haven't really had to face the option that maybe the ovarian drilling didn't work, until I realized how soon I would know. I'm so afraid, and so nervous. I don't even want to know anymore. Like, maybe that sounds dumb. I don't know. If I just waited to see if I got my period, at least then I could hold out hope for another week. If they call me tomorrow, and I tell me I didn't ovulate then I have to deal with it right then and there. I'm not ready to let go of the hope. Its the first time in a long time I have actually felt hopeful more than 12 days after my period started. It feels good. I don't want to do more treatments, I don't want to take anymore pills. I don't want anymore shots, or follicle scans. I just want my baby. That's all. That is all I have asked for 2 and a half years. I just want to hold you, or even just take comfort in the fact that you just kicked me. Or hear your heartbeat. Anything.